Thursday, December 24, 2009

Season's greetings.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

P/s; Hohoho! Merry Christmas people!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009


Why on earth are these people making me nervous when I'm so cool & relaxed. Even the cucumber can't beat my coolness ;P Whatever it is, wish me luck people!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Secretive is my middle name! So what?!

You don't know me.

I had been trying to talk to you just so that I could tell you about it & it has been inside me for quite some time already but I don't think you even want to talk to me, what more listen to my long speech after I gave you the sign that I really need to talk to someone so badly, so I'll just keep my big fat mouth shut & continue keeping it inside me, hoping that I would forget about it someday, somehow & better, soon!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Sick & tired.

Slept at 3. Woke up at 6. Went jogging then breakfast. Came home sweep the floor & then online! After that off to bathe. Then put mask & sleep until I feel like waking up. Toodles!

Monday, December 14, 2009

I wish I never knew you

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Under each and every masks lie a person that hides who he or she really is

2 days 3 nights.

10th December
Went back to Butterworth in the evening. Went for dinner after reaching there with my cousin's family. After dinner, went back to my grandma's. Played with Yoel & Yosef. Two adorable kids ;D

11th December
Woke up early. 1st thing I did after waking up was watch CSI:NY on AXN. Haha! Then Yoel woke up. So played with him a little. After washing up went over to Penang Island. Headed to Lye Peng to settle the payment & insurance for the Beijing trip. Woots! Then went all the way to I-don't-know-what's-the-name-of-the-place to have brunch. The glass there were custom made. So cool. After that we headed to Penang Road & bought the famous Penang laksa. There's where we saw some guy who looks like Frankie Foo from Phua Chu Kang. Weird I know. But funny ;P Then we went to Queensbay Mall. Didn't walk much this time. Padini Concept Store was the 1st shop we entered. Next was Jusco, Aldo, Forever 21, Esprit then Dome. Went back in the evening. Then played with Yoel & Yosef. After that, went to the tailor. Brought Yoel along. Took some photos there. Spent the night without Yoel & Yosef :(

12th December
Woke up & get ready for movies :D Watched The Princess and The Frog & The Twilight Saga: New Moon. So nice. Jacob's so hot ;P I'm sorry but Edward looks like a total major loser. Seriously! Finished both movies before 4. Went home with loads of food for tea. Nice ;) Had dinner before heading to my cousin's mother-in-law house for Yosef's birthday party. It's in Bukit Mertajam. My aunt was really confused on the way there. Anyway, we got there right on time. They were about to start eating. The food was not that bad. Went home around 9. Then my parents got back from wedding dinner in Taiping at 11 something. Then traveled back to my home sweet home & reached at 12 something.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Peanut, Butter & Jelly ;D

I miss this cartoon series so much. Used to watch it on Nickelodeon with my brother. Oh wait! Or was it Playhouse Disney Channel? Can't remember. It's really funny & meaningful. Well kinda. & yeahh! Butter is just so cute ;P Anyway, got another movie to be added in my movie list.

  • The Princess & The Frog [Cartoon. But who cares?]

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Surprise surprise!

I just found out that even nerds & geeks (I'm neither) online til after 11 o' clock. Lol dude! They stay up late. & walaa! The teachers said those who always score in exams are those who have enough sleep. & once again they got it wrong.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


Went to have a look at the new launched car, Perodua Alza near my house. Guess what the salesmen & saleswomen did. Nothing! That's why I'm so pissed off! No one entertained us & WTF that salesman didn't even hand us the brochure. It's not like they don't have eyes. Some even have four eyes. So rude! Anyway we left that effing place giving them the unsatisfied & disappointed look on our face.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

And I,

I'm officially missing you.
Can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say, stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

Sweet 16

Just finish baking cupcakes with cheese in it ;DD because my dad wanted to eat cupcakes with cheese in it. And for fun too cause holiday's just so damn effing boring.

Happy Sweet 16 See Shin! ;DD

P/s; See Shin, belanja birthday cake la. ;P

Monday, November 23, 2009

Look, it's not my fault that we know each other & it's also not my fault that we don't know each other. The end!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Miss you,

I miss you, Ikhwan! <33 He's an 8 years old kid. He loves cars & he's so damn cute! Cuter in real life actually. Lol See Shin, he's mine! :S

P/s; Cikgu, when are you bringing him to bengkel?

What a joke!

She's the one having exam but tadaa! I'm the one staying up late all night.

Wayyyyy ahead.

It's 1 in the morning & Hell yeah! I'm still awake. Surprise surprise! Lmao. It's not something surprising actually. As y'all know, I'm not used to early bedtime stories. What more it's a holly holiday! Whoots! All I can do at home for the whole month is chat, eat, sleep, watch TV & not to forget blogging these dumb stuff that came into my mind like I-don't-know-what! I got loads of plan but was crushed by my sister's teeny weeny important exam in just a few milliseconds. You don't have to remind me how much it sucked. I knew that. All by myself. In another 3 weeks time, I'll be free as a Myrna. Lmao I mean bird. But then, Myrna sounds nice. I guess. Can't wait for Christmas & the so-called family a.k.a Christmas vacation. Hohoho! Will be spending Christmas' Day on the plane. Then walaa walaa! The next day at my greatgreatgreatgreatgreat [I don't know when it's gonna end] grandparents' hometown. Ni hao, China ;DD

Feel like watching,
  • 2012 ( I'm so backdated because of my sister!)
  • Jennifer's Body
  • New Moon ( Taylor Lautner <33!)>
  • A Christmas Carol
Craving to watch movies since PMR is over for like almost 2 months already! Cinema's in Kedah are just plain slow. Sorry, but honesty is the best policy. I just don't like lying. & I can't go back to Butterworth because of my sister & her exam. Again!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

I am that complicated, so what?

Friday, November 20, 2009

New perspective.

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
WTH! Why so many copycats all of a sudden?!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

For the first time,

I changed my house cooking gas cylinder with my mum cuz my dad went out. It was kinda fun & of course easy peasy lemon squeezy ;DD

p/s; If there are guys who don't know how to do that, SHAME ON YOU!
I don't believe that that human is so loyal! & so I'll prove it for sure. >:)
I totally have no idea why am I doing this! [For fun!] ;DD

Make it a better place,

Heal the world,
Make it a better place,
For you and for me,
And the entire human race,
There are people dying,
If you care enough,
For the living,
Make a better place,
For you and for me.

p/s; This is a song entitled Heal The World by the late MJ. His songs are much more meaningful compared to those 21st century love/emo/indie song. Except for some few ones.
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Loving is definitely not wrong. But loving someone so deeply is a BIG crime.
Everything is about understanding :P

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Action speaks louder than words.

I don't have to say it out loud for you to know that I mean it. Cause I know you wouldn't believe me. That's why I'd prefer to keep it to myself & just say it in my heart. Only God knows


You know what?

I think I'm fat. I feel fat. & I am fat. ;D


I kinda missed out the process of ordering pizza that day. ;DD

That lady, Liza asked for my name. I said Rachel. Guess how she spelled my name on the receipt. RACHR! Even my friend was laughing. Wothahell! She could've asked for the correct spelling. So far I'd seen all sorts of spelling. I am so disappointed with people nowadays :(

p/s; I'd never changed who I am. If you think I did, guess you didn't know me that well enough. Neither before nor now.

Lamest excursion.

Venue; Petrosains, Alor Setar.

It has so limited stuffs there compared to the one in KL. Oh well; what can you expect. Its in Kedah DUDE! I won't feel bored visiting the Petrosains in KL. This Petrosains in Kedah is just one fifth of the one in KL. So boring. No activity at all.

School's out!

Oh yeahhhhh! School's out. Here comes holiday! ;P More house chores to do & damn! Need to clear my messy table. Well; not that messy. Its just full with papers & stuffs.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Promises were meant to be broken.

Woke up in the morning feeling so excited about the school excursion. Well not so excited but still excited. Just a little cause its an excursion to the State Museum. How lame is that huh? State Museum! Even little kids nowadays don't wanna go there anymore, what more a fifteen year-old teenager like us who had visited that particular museum for like more than ten times already?! Maybe cause Kedah really has no nice place to visit. Lmao.

Anyway, thanks to the band girls we had no transport. & so the excursion was canceled. The teacher in charge didn't inform the museum people after all. So even without the band girls, the excursion will be canceled. ;))

We ended up playing cards, listening to the radio, taking photos, solving SUDOKU, singing, chatting & laughing-out-loud at the school's new & dusty lab. Unhygienic people! DUHHHHH!

p/s; Another excursion to the Kedah's Petrosains tomorrow. Which I had no idea since when Petrosains exists in Kedah. :-S


The only reason why love is spell with an 'O' and 'E' is because you&me has them in it too.

p/s; It has nothing to do with anybody. It came into my mind just-like-that.

Curiosity vs. busybody.

When I ask, it means I'm curious & definitely not busybody. But when others ask it is 100% busybody. ;D

Friday, November 13, 2009

22 hours starve made into my own guiness world record.

9th November
Some Kedah people are really slow. I repeat. Some. From 8 something to 9. We sort of waited for some F1 lady. We went to school as usual & wore pj shirt + track suit but she wore jeans + bowling shirt. Okayyy that's another issue. Then the driver took us to JPN. Waited for those VVIPs for almost an hour. WTH! Reached SP around lunch time. We were suppose to get room216 but they changed it too room403. Then the teacher thought its dangerous cause we'll be the only one at the end. After getting room217 I was like 'WTF!403 is a suite, dude!'. Darn it! Anyway, we went for lunch after keeping the luggage in the room. Trust me the food was wayyyy better than before. As usual, practice starts at 2.30 til 6. Then dinner at 7.30. Practice started 8.30 til 11 something. They said some VIP will be coming but I knew it'll end up he got last minute job to do & bla bla bla. It really pissed me off cause I wanted to wear jeans so much.

10th November
Woke up 5 minutes earlier than what I planned cause of Fara's phone alarm. Grrr! Sorry to say this but it was really noisy. Haha. Wore what I was craving for so much. Jeans + shirt! Each & every time we go down for food they'll be staring at us as if we committed a crime. Especially those sitting right in front of the entrance. Jeans + shirt is not a crime! After entering the hall, I felt so cold. So I went back to the room to get my sweater but it look kinda awful. So decided not to wear it. Don't tell me it's dumb cause I know it is. After lunch went for practice again & decided to wear my sweater. Turns out it made no difference cause the sweater was thin. But at least I felt a little warmer. :D Then I asked my friends if they wanted to eat pizza. & of course the answer was YES. So I asked for the teacher's help. & he asked another teacher to sent us there to order. Planned to give the teacher a personal pan pizza but he didn't want it. So gave it to the other teacher. After eating that 2 slices of pizza I didn't eat my dinner. Practice after dinner was awful! Seriously. Even after wearing my sweater I was shivering. Plus I was having gastric that time. I was about to faint but then I didn't want them to see me like that so I continued the practice & on my way back to the hotel, I rest for a while cause I felt dizzy.

11th November
Skipped breakfast cause I was afraid I'll puke on the table again just like before. Night before they said the bus will be arriving at 10.30. But not our bus. Some said its in Pulau Jerejak & will be arriving at 12. So Fara & I was like 'WTF! How did the bus managed to reach that island?!' Skipped lunch too & the bus reached at around 3. Reached Kedah around 4 something. During that 22 hours starting 10th November; 7p.m til 11th November; 5p.m, I ate nothing. I only drank water less than 500 ml. Pathetic but I lost some weight, I guess.

Friday, October 30, 2009


PMR is over & this is my first post after it as well as the first for this month. Well; nothing much to say. Going through each and everyday pretty good. Btw HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Even though the school is having boring activities, there are some that are not as boring as it sounds like. & i mean real boring. Haha!

Anyway, Thursday's activity is the first not boring one. Spending almost 6 hours at the lake is kinda fun. Jogging around the lake was kinda lame though. A stranger in a sweater jogged pass us & said he's tired. Weirdoooooo! Who jogs in a sweater?! Who talks to strangers?! Lame dudeeee! After completing one round,we ate pizza. Woots~ Then they had explorace. Soooooooo exciting! Our balloon was the only one left! Go 3M! This is what we call team work. We won after all. Boo hoo!

p/s; Currently in LOVE with Park Ji-Sung & Lee Seung-Gi :)(:

Friday, September 25, 2009


Leaving me at home with my brother & sister is a torture! Good thing we were able to communicate better. My sis & i took some photos. LAME ones though ;DD Don't blame me for being uglayyy dude. Its against law. Well at least i think it is. They came home with my favourite famous Penang laksa & roasted candle nuts. Yummy! But I'm still not satisfied. Ruining the only time i could spend in Penang before PMR. Grrrr! I heard that the house is horrible. Lol

Friday, September 18, 2009


Am having problems with people who always spell my name wrongly. Is it really that hard to Spell-It-Right?! It's RACHEL.



Man this is never ending..

-No not Richard.
-Rishel :O!

OhMyGosh! Its just too many mannn.
Once again its RACHEL! ;))

No pressure.

OHEMGEE! PMR is just around the corner. Well; 18 days to be exact. But i am so relaxed that i don't even revise even when i know I'm really weak at BM & History. Geography is 50-50 still. After having classes with the Rasmus, I think I'm gonna flunk English too. Everything seems to be a long way to go. Instead of spending my time studying, I'd rather plan my future. Pfft! Dumb i know. I'm so afraid that I will not be getting straight A's. If that happens, I just set a record in my family. The first to NOT get straight A's in PMR. I mean among the 3 of us not including cousies. Brrr! This is so WRONG. Darn it!

p/s; People who hate me out there. DON'T CURSE ME! Or you'll get your revenge SOON. [I mean it]

Sunday, September 13, 2009


Being in the class with people who has the same IQ level really makes me sick even if its air-conditioned. Its not that I am calling them dumb. Don't get me wrong. Its just that they think by grouping people with almost the same IQ level will help us get straight A's in PMR. They are totally wrong and totally NOT helping at all. Having so high hopes on students just to get the school's name on the top 1 list for the best PMR results ever. LOL is this a joke? & they said no pressure. Look who's talking

Sunday, September 6, 2009

He said.

"We are just an advanced breed of monkeys on a mirror planet of a very average star. But we can understand the Universe. That makes us something special." - Stephen Hawking

I do agree with that. Human like us do have brains to think but 98% of them don't make use of it. The so-called special thing they do to make them something special is by polluting the environment. I repeat; POLLUTING THE ENVIRONMENT. I bet monkeys could think better than them.

Sunday fart day.

Darn it! I know I should have checked the timetable before going to bed. I know something was not right. Now I got to go to school early AGAIN. Gaahhhhh! I did taught of skipping the class but I need all the help I could get. No A's no rest. Thank god I got class tomorrow. Cause I don't wanna go to that class. That girl is just so annoying in every way.

Thursday, August 27, 2009


Damn its a nightmare I tell ya!


Dear S, I don’t really know how to tell you this,(our romance is over). I think I realized it (when i tripped on peanut butter)(with George Bush and Stephen Harper) and I saw you (knock out)(the elephant in the corner). I’m sure you’re (shamed) enough to understand (the middle-east is planning their revenge on you). I’m returning your (toe ring) to you, but I’ll keep (your mom) as a memory. You should also know that I (am better off without you) and (The apartment building is on fire).
(Love always),


Here’s how you do it:
Dear (someone you recently talked to), I don’t really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7). I’m returning your (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(Your name)

1) What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue – I’m in love with your cat
Red – Our affair is over

White – I’m joining the Convent

Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don’t match
Grey – You’re a leprechaun

Yellow – I’m selling myself for candy

Pink – Your nostrils are insulting

Brown – The mafia wants you

No shirt – Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you

Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January – That night you picked your nose

February -When I quoted Forrest Gump

March – When your dwarf bit me

April – When I tripped on peanut butter
May – When I threw up in your sock drawer

June – When you put cuffs on me

July – When I saw the purple monkey

August – When you smacked my ass
September – Last year when you peed your pants

October – When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November – When your dog humped my leg
December – When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos – When we skinny dipped in the bathtub

Chicken- In your car
asta – Outside of your office

Hamburgers – Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna – In your closet
Kebab – With Jean Chr├ętien
Fish – In a clown suit
Sandwiches – At the Elton John concert
Pizza – At the mental hospital
Hot dog – Under a street light

Other – With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow – Ignore

Red – Put whipped cream on

Black – Hit on

Blue – Knock out

Purple – Pour syrup on

White – Carve your initials into

Grey – Pull the clothes off
Brown – bit of
Orange – Castrate

Pink – Pull the pants off of

Barefoot – Sit on

Other – Drive over

5) What’s the color of your underwear?
Black – My boyfriend
White – My father

Grey – The Catholic Priest

Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple – My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue – My salt-beef bucket

Yellow – My illegitimate child in Ghana

Orange – My Blink 182 cd

Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other –The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill – Senile

Heroes- Frostbitten

Lost – High
Simpsons- Cowardly

The news – Scarred

American Idol – Masochistic

Family Guy – Open
Top Model – Middle-class

Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy – How awful you are

Sad – How boring you are

Bored – That I get turned on only by garbage men

Angry – That your smell makes me vomit

Depressed – That we’re related

Excited – That I may pee my pants

Nervous – The middle-east is planning their revenge on you

Worried – That your Ford sucks

Apathetic – That you need a sex-change

Silly – That I’m allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly – That Santa doesn’t exist
Ashamed – That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid

Other – That your driving sucks

8) What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White – Your toe ring

Yellow – Your love letters to me

Red – The pictures from Vegas
Black – Your pet rock
Blue – The couch cushions
Green – Your car

Orange – Your false teeth

Brown – Your nose hair clippers

Grey – Our matching snoopy underwear

Purple – Your old New Kids on the Block blanket

Pink – The cut toenails
Other – Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B – My virginity

C/D – Your photo with the mustache drawn on it

E/F – Your neighbors dog
G/H – The oil tank from your car

I/J – Your left ear
K/L – The results of that blood-sample

M/N – Your glass eye

O/P – My common sense

Q/R – Your mom

S/T – Your collection of butterflies
U/V – Your criminal record

W/X – Your sucide note

Y/Z – Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B – Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D – Always will remember the pep talks

E/F -Never will forget that night

G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L – Hate your cooking

M/N – Told in my confession today about the moose poaching

O/P – Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R – Always wanted to break your legs

S/T – Get sick when I think of your feet

U/V – Will try to forget that you broke my heart

W/X – Haven’t showered in a month

Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined

Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon

Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk – The apartment building is on fire

Water – I’m scratching my butt as you read this

Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice

Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war

Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked

Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird

Whiskey – I love Oprah Winfrey

Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations

Australia – Best of luck on the sex change
France – Love always

Spain – With tears of sadness

China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me

Japan – Go milk a cow
Greece – Your everlasting enemy

USA – Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt

England – Go drown yourself


  1. Sasha
  2. Xuen
  3. Fith
  4. Rin

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

When they bloom.

I missed the moment when the flowers bloom. Flooding the streets with their beautiful & colorful petals. How I wish it will never end.

Proud to call them masterpiece.

When there's really nothing better to do during the day; doodle on yahoo! messenger. A good way to kill stress & express your feeling. Rofl!


Finally! The biggest truth I had ever confessed in the century. I am proud to declare myself NOT GAY. & thanks to Sasha for not denying it too. She wrote that by the way. Lol

Saturday, July 25, 2009

A little chef in training.

More than 2 hours spent in the kitchen baking chocolate chip cookies. & I'm glad it turned out better than we expected.LOL

Friday, July 24, 2009

So-called beginner.

My first post after I deleted my old posts. Glad I'm starting to write an oh-so-broken-English-blog again. Please forgive me. Nobody's perfect. I don't wish to be one too. & IMMA FREAK!